This Is Your Rifle
Published in: Dispatches from the Caribbean (Sporting Classics Daily)
2021
There is a moment in every trip to the Caribbean when the world you know dissolves. The air is heavier, sweet with salt and something floral you cannot quite name. The light is different—sharper, more honest. The colors are louder. And in that shift, something loosens inside you. Some tension you didn't know you were carrying begins to release.
I arrived on the island carrying the weight of a winter that had gone on too long. The assignment was simple enough: a dispatch for Sporting Classics Daily, something to bring the reading audience to a place they'd never been, or a place they'd forgotten. What I found was something more complicated than a travel story.
First Impressions
The harbor was crowded with fishing boats, their hulls painted in colors that belonged on a canvas—turquoise, sunflower yellow, a vermillion that shimmered in the morning heat. Fishermen moved among them with practiced ease, mending nets and calling to each other in a patois that was half-English, half-music. It was the kind of scene that travel writers describe and tourists photograph, but standing in it—being inside it—was another thing entirely.
"You cannot understand a place through a viewfinder. You must stand in it, breathe it, let it get under your skin."
The locals regarded me with the particular warmth reserved for visitors who show genuine interest. When I asked about the fishing—the methods, the seasons, the species—their faces opened. Here was someone who wasn't just passing through. Here was someone who wanted to understand.
Into the Interior
Away from the coast, the island transformed. The tourist infrastructure fell away, replaced by narrow roads lined with dense tropical foliage. The sounds changed too: the percussion of the harbor gave way to birdsong, the rustle of wind through palm fronds, and the occasional crow of a rooster who had no regard for the hour.
My guide, a retired fisherman named Marcus, drove with one hand on the wheel and the other gesturing at the landscape. He pointed out trees that bore fruit I'd never tasted, ridges where his grandfather had farmed, and a particular bend in the river where, he claimed, the fishing was so good it was nearly unfair.
"You bring your rifle?" he asked at one point, seemingly out of nowhere.
I told him I hadn't. He nodded slowly, as if this confirmed something he already suspected.
A Deeper Story
The question stayed with me. In the context of the Caribbean, "your rifle" carried meanings that went beyond sport. It spoke to self-reliance, to a relationship with the land that was both practical and deeply personal. On the island, hunting was not recreation. It was sustenance, tradition, and identity woven together.
Marcus told stories of his youth—of tracking wild boar through the hills with his father, of learning to read the signs that the forest left behind. Every broken branch, every hoofprint, every shift in the wind was a sentence in a language that the land spoke fluently and that his people had learned to read over generations.
Reflection
I left the island a week later with a notebook full of conversations, a memory card full of photographs, and a sense that I had merely scratched the surface. The dispatch I filed was, I hoped, honest—a portrait of a place and its people that went beyond the postcard.
But the phrase stayed with me. This is your rifle. Not a weapon. Not a tool. An extension of self. A declaration of identity. In the Caribbean, as in the American South, as in any place where people live close to the land, the relationship between hunter and hunted is sacred. It is the oldest story we know, and it is still being told.